Thursday, 26 November 2009


I'm having what can only be described as a tantrum. I am royally fucked off, for no real good reason. I think it is a combination of a lack of sleep mixed with the fact that all I have eaten today is an overly chewy crumpet, and a lack of contact with Jay, and it has turned me into a grumpy little prick.

I fell asleep and missed the cinema. Didnt even cancel, just slept through all the calls and texts, so I woke up in a bad mood because of that, and in pain from sleeping awkwardly in the chair in the living room. I don't think I was asleep for long, two hours maybe, but whenever I sleep in the day for a short time I always wake up like a bear with a sore head.

I went to make myself some dinner because I was starving, and ended up getting even more pissed off when I saw that one of the thieving little twats I live with had cooked and eaten the chicken I had got ready earlier in the day. I ended up going crazy but each and every one of them denied it, like it had gotten up and made a run for it and I was supposed to believe that it was never there in the first place.

Jay is annoying me because he isnt texting as much as I want him too. I know how pathetic that sounds, and on any other day I probably wouldnt give a shit. He hasnt text me any less today than he normally would, but for some reason it just doesnt feel enough. I ain't going to say anything to him though, because I know he hasnt actually done anything to piss me off, I am just being a twat because I am tired and hungry.

I don't know whether or not to go for a run to cool off or to order in a Chinese takeaway and then go to bed. I could probably do with the sleep. The hills will be alive with the sound of music tomorrow, I promise.

Peace out!


  1. Ohhh,
    It's o'k honey *Gives you big massive hug*
    We all have those days, and there the shit.
    I recommend the Chinese take away and sleep option, sounds like you need it more then a run.
    Hope you have a much better day tomorrow.

  2. By the time you read this, I hope you had proper dinner, a good night rest and feeling better already.
    Don't stress yourself too much. Take it slow and eat / sleep more.
    Everybody has similar days. They pass...

  3. Cheers guys.

    I am feeling much better this morning. Positively perky. Feel like it is going to be a great day. Think all I needed was a long sleep.